Stop Doubting and Start Be-Living!

By Josephine Lim

Mark 8

8 During those days another large crowd gathered. Since they had nothing to eat, Jesus called his disciples to him and said, 2 “I have compassion for these people; they have already been with me three days and have nothing to eat. 3 If I send them home hungry, they will collapse on the way, because some of them have come a long distance.”
4 His disciples answered, “But where in this remote place can anyone get enough bread to feed them?”
5 “How many loaves do you have?” Jesus asked.
“Seven,” they replied.
6 He told the crowd to sit down on the ground. When he had taken the seven loaves and given thanks, he broke them and gave them to his disciples to distribute to the people, and they did so. 7 They had a few small fish as well; he gave thanks for them also and told the disciples to distribute them. 8 The people ate and were satisfied. Afterward the disciples picked up seven basketfuls of broken pieces that were left over. 9 About four thousand were present. After he had sent them away, 10 he got into the boat with his disciples and went to the region of Dalmanutha.
11 The Pharisees came and began to question Jesus. To test him, they asked him for a sign from heaven. 12 He sighed deeply and said, “Why does this generation ask for a sign? Truly I tell you, no sign will be given to it.” 13 Then he left them, got back into the boat and crossed to the other side.
14 The disciples had forgotten to bring bread, except for one loaf they had with them in the boat. 15 “Be careful,” Jesus warned them. “Watch out for the yeast of the Pharisees and that of Herod.”
16 They discussed this with one another and said, “It is because we have no bread.” 17 Aware of their discussion, Jesus asked them: “Why are you talking about having no bread? Do you still not see or understand? Are your hearts hardened? 18 Do you have eyes but fail to see, and ears but fail to hear? And don’t you remember? 19 When I broke the five loaves for the five thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?”
“Twelve,” they replied.
20 “And when I broke the seven loaves for the four thousand, how many basketfuls of pieces did you pick up?”
They answered, “Seven.”
21 He said to them, “Do you still not understand?

Let us not allow unbelief and doubt to rule our hearts. In numerous occasions God has been faithfully answering our prayers even in our most desperate moments, He has never forsaken us. But being human we have the tendency to forget His goodness and faithfulness especially when we are faced with adverse situation. We would start blaming others or ourselves or thinking the worst of the outcome instead of going straight to God and ask Him for help, wisdom, strength, grace and favour of which He has in abundance to lavish on us (seven and twelve basketfuls of leftovers) no matter how difficult or severe the situation might be.

Nothing caught Him off-guard. He has gone before us and He has seen it all and have prepared a way for us even before the problem surfaced so why should we doubt? Why should we be afraid? Why should we start cursing and swearing? Why should we feel defeated? We have no reason at all to be negative but all the more to rejoice that all things happen for a reason and will always work out for our good so we can give Him praise. In the process we are growing in wisdom and of faith because without adversary we would have never known ourselves and would have never discover our God-given talents, gifts, strength and to realise how much we've grown and have learnt.

When adversary comes it's because God has better things in-store for us. Let us stop doubting Him of what He could do through us instead start believing and start living the life He has destined for us.

Stop Doubting and Start Be-Living!

Ezekiel 16:6b-7a
I said to you, “Live!” 7 I made you grow like a plant of the field. You grew up and developed and became the most beautiful of jewels.